The "blessing" he talks about is missionary work. I really am so grateful that God allows his work be done through imperfect individuals. It is such a blessing to have had this time to be an instrument in the hands of God.
And yeah, I really can not say the smallest part of which I feel.
Okay love you bye,
PS week update - now in Antwerpen was just in Dordrecht. Crazy stories man. shoot me an email at firstname.lastname@example.org or facebook. I'll fill you in. liefs!